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So many yaoi titles are going to be released in the US...so many...and I'll definitely go bankrupt XD
How can I save up money if I keep buying manga from US, Japan and Italy? I still don't want to check which titles have been published in France 'cause this will only worse my situation ^^;;;

On Sunday a friend of mine came back from Australia but she'll leave in 15 days. She has been hired by Ferrero Australia (that one that produces chocolates, cookies, snacks and all those things that you need to grow healthy XD) in the marketing dpt. In some ways I can say I admire her, 6 months ago, she was strong enough to leave her family and friends to achieve some results but I think I'll never have the occasion to do the same, and even the courage.

In the meantime I'm studying to take the exams of statistic and marketing and I'm also attending a serie of conferences regarding the documentary, my boss isn't actually so happy to see me leaving work one our before the standard, but well, he'll manage somehow even without me, right? ;-)

Life is a mess
Work is a mess
I'm surrounded by idiots
Help me pls!

It's since this morning at 8.30 am that I'm at work and it's 6.42 pm already. I didn't even have time to have lunch ç__ç

See you my friends...I don't have time to check the comms, to join IRC, to take a look to the projects I'm involved in...yeah...I'm tired, really tired.
Gah!!!! U__U

...a lot of things (mostly manga XD) but, the urgent one is:
a little city in USA, on the sea, with hot summers and not so far from a university with a faculty of theology.
Any idea? *ç*

I don't want to spend a whole day on the net looking for a place that I don't even know if it exists, and, if you're asking yourself why I need this information just let me say that I'm writing something. I don't know where it'll end up but I'm writing.

Please, help me!!!!

Yesterday night I sayed awake 'til 4 am just to finish to read a book I bought in the afternoon. Twilight by Stephenie Meyer.
I immediately fell in love with the vampire ♥_♥
But it's not only the vampire who's amazing, the whole story is something so different from the legends about these creatures I've heard, that I couldn't stop myself to read.
In these days I'm surrounded by vampires, I mean, I started to play an online game and I'm a vampire, my favourite manwha is about vampires and now this book. Actually I'm quite stunned about this fact ^^;;;
I know what you're thinking but...I believe in fairy tales and legends...more than I believe in God.
I believe in elves, fairy, gnomes, vampires, ancient gods. And no, I'm not stupid Y_Y

I'm particularly attracted by elves and vampires. I don't know why but, for example, when I watch "The lord of the rings" and somebody talks in elfic I automatically start to cry.
Now the vampires...so beautiful, charming, sensual, full of grace but so terrific! I'm sure I won't be frightened if I meet one of those tremendous creatures. And that's what frightened me the most U_U

I need a vampire...definitely

That's exactly how I feel today...

...what happens when you go taking an exam without having studied?
I know...and I hate it Y_Y

I've done half of the program and in these 2 days I'm supposed to finish it...gah
IMPOSSIBLE!!!!

FIGHT BOGY, FIGHT!

Ok I'll try, liters of coffee will help me, I won't see my bf 'til Friday night, I'll be a good girl and spend the whole nights studying...then I'll collapse but...what's the problem? ^^;;;;;

Apart frome these stupid problems...I've just read "Our Everlasting" (vol.1) and I loved it ^^ 
Now I'm waiting the other volumes I ordered together with it (but I hope they won't be dispatched 'til the end of the month or my will of reading them will only cause me more problems >__<)

Stay tuned if you want to know if I survived XDDD

Ok, within the end of this month I'll be dead...for sure ç__ç
I'm too busy, really, I've to get myself rid of something. Take your time and choose between these options:
- work: it's out of discussion...I've to survive, but it's a contradiction to say that I'll die and then that I've to survive, ne? =P
- university: this could be the right choice -__-
- manga (coordinating, editing, translating, reading): what??? O__O N-E-V-E-R
- new house: it's new...how am I supposed to decide that what I need is to continue to live with my parents?? O__o
- boyfriend: no-no-no-nono-no-no
- friends: we've different interests, different points of view, I don't like their behaviour in generale...we live in different worlds -___-
- japanese lessons: started yesterday and already done the whole hiragana alphabet. No...I don't want to drop them.

Buying manga seems to be my only pleasure during these summer days...

I am so dissatisfied and tired Y__Y

Mwuahahahahah and for your happiness, I'm here again XD

Actually I came back on Monday but yesterday I had a "kamikaze" exam so I didn't have time "to waist" fooling aroung ^^;;; 
I usually call these kind of exams "kamikaze" 'cause I studied 2 days only and I went there as a kamikaze during the 2nd WW who decides to crash against a ship as last resource.
In the end, I don't know if it's gone bad o well. We'll see in the near future since my teacher will be away in June and he told us that the results would be out within the end of this month. Cross your fingers!!! ;-)

Moreover, today I had the confirmation that I'm surrounded by idiots.
Probabily people who doesn't live in Italy don't know that here, when you have a child, since he's not 1 year old, mom or dad could work only 6 hours per day but their retribuition is maintained as they work for 8 hours. Ok, that's it. I think is a right way of thinking since it's good that a child stays as much as possible with his parents. The problem comes up when you work in a little firm as mine. We're 3 employees in the office. One for administrative tasks, one for commercials (me) and one for purchasing/commercials (my idiot collegue -.-).
This is my first working day after holidays and one of my collegue, the administrative one (Catia), is sick so she decided to rest at home (she has quite serious problems with her heart). During my absence, my idiot collegue (Nadia), who has 2 children (a doughter of 4 years old and a son of 10 months), was working for 8 hours instead of 6 as a favour to the company. 
I know, I've to thank her 'cause she did part of my job and I came back without finding mountains of documents on my desk but...
Today, she did only 6 hours! At 4 pm she left me here all alone!!!! I think that on my face there was written something like "Where the hell are you going?????"
Oh crap, she did 3 days in full time, couldn't she bear to do one more day and stay here with me helping with all the things she cannot finish last week???? O__O
And this is not the end because I'm sure that tomorrow she will leave at 12.30 pm since she agreed with the boss that in order to recover the hours she did in excess last week she would have left 2 hours before than usual. So, let me think for a moment...she worked full time for 7 days so, for 7 fridays she will leave at 12.30 pm!!!!! And she will do that even if there's some problem...
Moreover (yes there's more) she changed my way of work. She did all the thing I usually do in a different way and as soon as I entered in the office she asked me 129489607698 questions!!! C'mooooooooooooon! You're 40 yars old and you're always so proud of your experience, so much that you even take others people job and do it in a different way and then, you wait for me in a STORM of questions?
I'm so tired!!! Without mentioning my headache and the fact that I've to go to the bathroom 6 times per day 'cause of Tuthankamon curse U__U

Now, about Egypt...It was AMAZING, FANTASTIC, INCREDIBLE!!! (though I continue to prefer Ireland XD)
Our standard timetable was:
5:00 am wake up mummies!!! Y__Y
6:00 am take your ass out of the ship
from 6:00 am to 5:00 pm move your ass here and there, look at this, look at that
from 5:00 pm to 6:30 pm a necessary nap or a general collapse would have been occured U_U
from 6:30 pm to 7:30 pm shower (we stinked like camels Y_Y) and a bit of social activity or we wouldn't even remember the name of our partners...
from 7:30 pm to 8:30 pm dinner (you know the 7 sores of Egypt right? Well, we were the locusts...)
from 8:30 pm to 9:30 pm social activity
9:30 pm bed sweet bed *ç*
It wasn't an holiday...it was a tour de force!!!!!! But it was still amazing and exciting! Tomorrow if I've enough time, I'll post some pics ^^

The departure date is approaching...I can't believe that in less than 72 hours I'll be there *ç*

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeh I'm so tireeeeeeeed Y___Y

Holidays, sweet holidays wait for me! From May 15 to 22 I'll be on vacation, a cruise on the Nilo river, I'll visit a lot of historical sites, museums, pyramids...I'll play cards with mummies (by the way...in english you use the same word for "mother" and for a dead person!!! Scaaaaaary XDDD)
But...but...there's always a "but", right? On 24, May I've an exam. How am I possibly supposed to take an exam when since 2 days before I'm on another continent? Sigh...I'm soooo unlucky!

Anyway, during these days I'm so busy that I could barely believe it. 
- Work is a mess, my collegue, who's supposed to help me can only cause problems and I've to solve them. 
- My new house is a mess and I'm living with my parents even now when I should be already there.
- I'm trying to solve some issues I had with my boyfriend mom regarding that damn new house. 
- Since I've problems with his mother, Marco has problems with me. I'm a person who likes to speak clarly and my lack of diplomacy causes me enormous problems ^^;;;;
- I don't want to study, it does't matter to me who invented the optical telegraph, the electrical one, the radio, the television and which was the historical context in which these inventions have been developed
- I send mails and I get no replies. You don't want to have nothing to do with me? Roger, I get the message

In the end:
I'd like to be an HEREMIT Y___Y
Someone who wants to join? O__o

There're a couple of things that I hate the most in this world:

1. When people ask me about something then, after my answer, correct me. If you know the right answer don't bother meeeeeeeeee! 
2. When people think I know everything. No, sorry, I'm a normal person. I don't know if we're alone in the Universe, I don't know if tomorrow will begin the Third World War, I don't even know if tomorrow I'll be dead or alive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How could I know if that person has done that thing? Ask her/him directly! Are you human? Yes? Well, me too!!!!!!!!!!!
3.  When I take reponsability to manage something I like to do it seriously. That's it. If I work on a project with someone else I WANT THE SAME SERIOUSNESS. Don't act like your problems are bigger than mine or I'll crash you! 
4. I've a life. Or at least I'd like to have one. Lately I don't have it anymore. Why? 'Cause I'm stupid. 'Cause there's somebody here around that gives me headaches. 'Cause everybody that knows me thinks that I'm a strong person, that I don't need anything. Unfortunately that's not true. I need help sometimes. But what to do if the person I choose to help me out is not as reliable as I thought?
5. When people take advantage from my reliability. I'm not your puppet. I HAVE MY OWN LIFE! SINCE YOU CAN LIVE YOURS, TELL ME WHY I CAN'T LIVE MINE! 'CAUSE YOU'VE PROBLEMS? AND WHAT ABOUT MINE??????? GO TO HELL!!!! *breath*

In the end: I'm not able to forgive. Definitely.
Once you've betrayed my confidence you won't gain it anymore.

Yesterday somebody asked pictures of me and I've uploaded them featuring some extras just for your (an my) fun LOL

Ok ok I know, a long time has passed since my last update but I didn't have time! Really!!!! Believe me pleaseeeeeeeee Y__Y

Last Saturday I went to Milan for some sort of a meeting with on-line friends of mine. It was really...mmmh...abnormal O__O
I took with me some yaoi mangas I purchased on Amazon (crap! I forgot to do the list of volumes I bought!) and we spent all the time talking about kinky stuff :P and drooling over the bishies *ç*

Ehm...it's...March, 12 and...

( it's snowing O__o )

Italian publishers suck and

This morning I was doing some internet surfing (I know, I'm at work and it's not fair to skip duties but I'm soooo tired) and I found the website of an amazing mangaka (?)
She's japanese (oh well I think she's japanese...actually, I think she's female too but I'm not sure ^^;;;), she likes BL and in her website I've found some gorgeous arworks.

Kyaaaaaaaaa I'm so happy >________<
It's not so long since I joined LJ communities and I've found many interesting groups and a lot of nice people from all around the world ^^
I want to thank all the nice people I "met" in yaoi_daily_cafe 'cause they're always so friendly and, in particular, I want to thank:
* random_truffle *chu*  you go girl!!! Always so nice and ready to help!
* justsonya *chu* for you too 'cause I love the way you're handling everything about the scanlation group, it makes me understand that you're really into this project and take everything seriously
* xandria_ii *chu* 'cause you do an admirable job sharing your scans and I want to thank you properly

I know, this post is unexpected to all the people I've mentioned here and it could sound funny and strange too, but I'm really excited and I wanted to share with everybody my joy and my feelings.
Sometimes we forget to say "thank you" to all those people that work to give us things that otherwise we could never have had. This time I didn't want to forget so here I am ^^

THANK YOU! *bows*

Bohohoh go to Hell stupid internet connection!!!!
Yesterday I made a banner to wish everybody an Happy Valentine's Day but my connection wasn't working so I couldn't update my LJ ç__ç

Stupid thoughts about my Valentine's Day: yesterday evening I had dinner with my boyfriend. He was very sweet and wrote my a love letter ♥__♥

This period is very strange for me, I don't want to do anything, I don't like my job, I'm tired of University and it's seems like nothing is important to me...I think I'm falling into a big depression but I don't want to! Generally I'm a funny and a happy girl, I have many interests (even if I'm not sporty at all) so I don't like to see myself in this mood. I don't even recognize myself, but I know that moments like this one happen in normal life of normal people. My mother always says to me: "it happens because you're alive!" and I think it's true...
I want to leave this boring city and this boring country, I want to visit places, I want to meet new people but I can't! Work is a mess, I'm always alone and for the moment, it's not possible for me to go on holiday, further more I've no money...Go to Hell money and bring my internet connection with you!!!!

Speaking of foreign countries and holidays on 19th Osmani, a Cuban friend of mine that I met in Cayo Largo 2 years ago and that came here in Italy for 3 months, will go back home. On Saturday night we're going to have a party for him. I know that it's quite impossible to see each other in future but I wish him all the best! I'm a bit sad 'cause I left there a lot of friends and I think I won't see them anymore 'cause you know, it's not so simple for them to come here in Europe, they need special permissions, invitation and so on...That means that I have to go there in order to see them *blink* *blink*